What are you thinking?

"I wonder if I have time to make a holiday card this year."

"Goodness, I'm hungry...."

With me falling ill, looks like bothering local shops about Xeno will have to wait.

i wish 4 alot of things.

"I feel so empty. I wish I could get really passionate about something new. A lot of my fandom interests are past things that get less and less attention/fandom activity (and when they do, there is 50/50 chance it's hate)... and are either going to be annihilated by reboots I don't want or will stay dead for a while... if not forever. I just want to get passionate like Stargate, FF, FMA and Xeno made me feel in the past *either for a ship or the entire thing, I'm not picky at this point*. And that's just fandom related. My entire life itself is a failure and my social life a freaking desert. I lack money because I lack a job... therefore limiting my involvement with gaming... plus, my PC is broken, as well as my PS2. Can't replace them atm, alas. I feel so upset to the point of crying and wanting to disappear. Oh yeah, and I was sick today and couldn't go see a musical with my family in Paris... because I'm still terrified of going out too far into Paris after the attacks *which fueled how shitty I felt today*. Yeah, my anxiety/depression may be crazy high lately... but still... I really do need something new in my life. My current situation is making me feel more and more empty and frustrated."

^ *Hug*

"Ugh, headache, go away. I really don't need you today."

theres an idiot that doesnt know they are one.

"Damn, that was the wrong job to apply for. I'm sure they'll delete my application anyway."

"I want to throw up. On top of everything that goes wrong in my life and my country (so many people voted for the far right wing... ugh) and the world... my parents are having a shouting match because the vacation house they bought this year is shaping up to be a financial disaster (my mom is mad and saying that she'll kill herself if we become super poor again while my dad is belittling my mother as if she was a child throwing a tantrum... and I got attacked too when I dare suggesting selling back the damn vacation house). They just received a letter asking them to pay immediately for some roof repairs that one neighbor decided. And they're of course asking this knowing that Christmas is near. Fuck this. Fuck everything."

assholes suck.

"I can do this. I can do this."

"Man I hope the kids didn't get me sick."

too much crap

'Oh my @@##FEDLFJ God! There is nothing Nintendo in this city newer than SNES! Thankfully, there was one shop that had agreed to move in a copy from another region.'

i feel beaten to death by life. today was typical get your ass out of bed shit wich makes me not want to wake up ever again. id rather be dead.

i wish so bad i could kiss my banner... i wish so bad i could have that forever.

i dont want this shit.

"Well, that interview probably didn't go so well. At least I was able to sneak in a Xenoblade Chronicles X mention during it...Oh gosh, I am scum."

lololol

"The lack of daylight kinda sucks."

"I'm never drinking that early again."

"I don't wanna go..."

its xmas!!!!!

& i still wish i could kiss my banner xd

"I guess it was to be expected I wouldn't get the job. I guess it was a good thing I asked, otherwise I feel like she would have never told me I didn't get the job. And the journey continues..."

"I think I have a bad motivator. Beep boop."

why did the forrum move??

"I'm all out of motivation. Xenoblade X just keeps calling my name instead..."