What are you thinking?

"Blah blah blah I HATE STUDENT LOANS blah blah."

"Why is it so difficult to befriend anyone? Talking to people is so difficult... I think I should just give up on all this forum stuff..."

^ that's an awfully depressive line of thought there, Arylett. I'd suggest distracting yourself from it.

(Also, I think I've sent you a PM sometime recently. Could you kindly check it got lost along the way and if I need to re-send it?)

"It's weird when someone you don't know yet praises you. I mean, if I do ever work with you, I don't know if you will like the real me."

"Hee hee, I'm being terrible at a job that's slightly relevant to my degree. I'm such a loser."

making friends is always hard cuz ppl always say what they dont mean or dont mean what they say. theres too much apathy in the world ppl just dont give a shit. but if their in front of you they will do that 'society taught behaviuor' thing & lie & say oh yes they give a shit when clearly their actione or their no actions give away the fact they dont give a shit & probably never will.

"I should really drop my car off tomorrow, but I don't know if I can afford whatever's making the check engine light go on this time. (And of course it went on right when I was thinking about the paycheck I'd just received and how I might actually be able to pay for things other than my student loans and insurance.)"

^Sorry, I hope it isn't bad!

"Speaking of money, I wonder when I get paid...The lack of information here is a little frustrating."

"Oh my god why do I even track this tag. The NSFW crap is even worse than Xenosaga's."

"Decisions suck."

"Why am I anxious? Because I'd be even more anxious about not being anxious."

"God dammit, choco."

"Its gonna be a LONG week. Wonderful."

"The city I like to call my city is on fire, and our leadership has taken to throwing the word “thug” around multiple times in the media and on camera. I don’t blame anyone for their anger, and if it was still a peaceful protest, I’d stand with them."

"Neither one answered my calls. I hope they don't realize that the messages I left for both of them are pretty much the same. Oh god, what are we going to talk about if they call back? Probably how much I won't be getting the job."

"Oh, I better not be catching a cold. Although seasonal allergies are hardly preferable. My upper respiratory system has no chill. .__. "

"I would get pulled over for speeding the week Baltimore was on fire. It's only one point and I have the money. Should I fight it?"

"Blaming me for every little thing because I'm the only male in the area? She's joking, right? Yeah, she's gotta be..."

"I should really ask the dad-in-law today if I can do a garden in the backyard."

"The parents have just left for a week and I've already lost my keys. That or either my dad or mom mistook them as their. It's starting well . It's a good thing I have a sibling with her own keys who's staying too. Damn, I hope I can find those bloody keys and not have a panic attack over it."

"I wanna go to the landscaping shop todaaaaay~~~~~~~~ BUT FIRST I NEED ALL OF THE COFFEES."

"I'm glad I didn't go to my own college graduation. That was so boring..."

"May the 4th be with you!"

"I'm tired and lonely . My cat is hugging me, though *hug cat back*. Can't wait until my parents come back next week. I'm doing well but it's so damn lonely... Plus, my sister is barely there and when she is, we don't really spend time together, save for eating. The more she grows up, the more I feel a distance between us."

"I really gave up an opportunity to return to the status quo, didn't I?"

"I wonder if eating lemons hecks with my meds the way a grapefruit is supposed to. Maybe they don't tell you that because who in their right mind would just eat a goddamn lemon. Someone who needs medication, apparently."