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    stitchedmoon

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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by stitchedmoon on Mon Sep 07, 2015 7:38 am

    @RadicalDreamer Oh no, that sounds absolutely terrifying. I'm so sorry you're going through all that. Hope it gets better. <333

    I've been really really tired for the past few days and kind of lowkey dysthymic if not actually depressed. Also frustrated with a specific situation but there's not much I can do about it.


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by Shizukesa on Tue Sep 08, 2015 3:24 am

    i am so tired of being yelled at.


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by stitchedmoon on Tue Sep 08, 2015 7:52 am

    Tired in general. Is it weird that I'm at the point where I dread feeling tired even though it's inevitable? Like I'll be all set to actually do something and then, BAM, naptime.


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by RadicalDreamer on Tue Sep 08, 2015 7:13 pm

    @stitchedmoon wrote:@RadicalDreamer Oh no, that sounds absolutely terrifying.  I'm so sorry you're going through all that.  Hope it gets better.  <333

    I've been really really tired for the past few days and kind of lowkey dysthymic if not actually depressed.  Also frustrated with a specific situation but there's not much I can do about it.

    Thanks. Doctors said my heart is mostly fine and that stress is the problem. But i think that stress caused a real physical problem. I have issues with digesting food, right now. Honestly, i think there is a problem with my stomach or esophagus (i did internet research and i recognized the symptoms i had the last couple of days... and not just this... i didn't eat that well either in the past and my teeth suffered acid attacks too... that plus stress and lack of sleep and i know what may be the problem). Seems silly to people around me but i'm afraid of cancer or something (supposedly, it's not too common... 10 %of cases at most... that's the only thing that makes me feel better... sort of... considering i'm still shaking with fear while i'm typing this). Maybe it's nothing but i can't help it... I'm scared. And i feel bad because i can't hide it from my parents. So my mom is tired and gets back pains and i feel like it's my fault. But I can't help panicking.
    I hope things get better for you too.

    EDIT : I think I know what's going on with me in the end. I have adrenaline rushes released by a gland (the amygdala) in the brain that deals with emotions. Lack of sleep and anxiety created a disorder that makes the gland release too much adrenaline at random moments (but especially when I'm feeling anxious and when I don't sleep). This is bothersome because it can lead to dementia, cardiac issues and stomach/intestine diseases. Some people even discovered that your anxiety issues can be caused by a tumor in the gland (it doesn't mean everyone with anxiety/adrenaline rushes has this problem). I heard it can be cured (chirurgy).
    I've seen another doctor yesterday and he gave me stuff to deal with the acid in my stomach (nothing more, he didn't kept me at the hospital). Last night has been hell. It was like I was burning everywhere. Honestly thought it was my last moment on this earth. I had to take 1/2 of anxiolytic (lexomil) to finally sleep. I think I slept 8 hours during the night. Maybe a bit more, i dunno. The key for my recovery would be taking care of my digestive system, deal with the anxiety like a boss, do stuff that makes me feel useful (so less computer/fandom time) and do sport/relaxation... and NEVER EVER get sleep deprived (which I was yesterday *because I was panicking so much the night before that I couldn't sleep at all*... hence my hellish night).

    So today, I was careful with what I was eating. I don't have a lot of apetite to be honest (felt a bit nauseous, it's like I can smell stuff more intensely than usual) but I can't not eat considering the meds I'm taking. I was prescribed some sodium bicarbonate but I must be careful with this thing. It's supposed to fight against acid but I don't want to have problems with my kidneys.

    I keep fighting in my brain ("you can do it", "life is great", "I am the boss here", "sleep is good", "calm down, everything is fine"...), breathing slowly often, drinking lots of water (because acid and anxiety, not to mention peeing often and diarrhea... well, it makes the body kind of dry... my lips are constantly dry these days).
    I want to get better. I want to get out of this mess. I don't want to die.
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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by Shizukesa on Wed Sep 16, 2015 6:46 pm

    annoyed & sleepy


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by stitchedmoon on Tue Sep 22, 2015 8:27 am

    @RadicalDreamer *huuuugs* Hope you start to feel better soon. <3

    I am very allergy.


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by Jintoki on Tue Sep 22, 2015 5:55 pm

    I've had a lot on my mind lately, so I've been feeling a mixture of sad and anxious.


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by Shizukesa on Sun Oct 04, 2015 8:38 pm

    rather tired. need to exercise. maybe i should change my banner & avi?


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by JerriLeah7 on Thu Nov 05, 2015 1:12 am

    Lonely
    Tired
    Arthritic


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by Shizukesa on Thu Nov 05, 2015 2:19 am

    i dunno really.


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by JerriLeah7 on Thu Nov 05, 2015 11:55 pm

    Depressed
    Lonely

    Today was the shittiest bday ever.


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by Shizukesa on Sat Nov 07, 2015 2:32 am

    pissed & hurt. been crying all day at my fucked up life thats not even my fault its this way then pissed cuz it is.


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by stitchedmoon on Sun Nov 08, 2015 12:08 pm

    @Leah7 *hugs*

    I'm all right. Chillaxin'.


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by Shizukesa on Mon Nov 09, 2015 9:59 pm

    was tired. needed energy went out for drinks & then disbelief some idiot near hit me in the street. now not tired at home & with energy.


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by JerriLeah7 on Tue Nov 10, 2015 9:20 am

    Thank you, @stitchedmoonI love you Also, hugs for @Shizukesa, unless you don't like hugs, because like....those posts are the sad. 

    I wanted to like the post up there, stitched, but then I realized we can't like posts because we aren't using the reputation system.  *derp, derp*

    Moods!
    Tired! 
    Hungry
    aaannnnddd....more tired.  x.x'


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by Shizukesa on Tue Nov 10, 2015 9:49 pm

    pissed. couldve had a good day. had planned on it but noooooo ppl had to go & screw that. im really not being thought of well.


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by JerriLeah7 on Wed Nov 11, 2015 2:53 pm

    Exhausted
    Pained
    Lonely


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by Shizukesa on Sun Nov 15, 2015 3:33 am

    eh so-so.


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by JerriLeah7 on Mon Nov 30, 2015 1:57 pm

    Tired, pained, and lonely.
    Dreading tonight. -.-


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by stitchedmoon on Wed Dec 02, 2015 7:53 am

    I kind of generally feel like this most of the time:


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by JerriLeah7 on Wed Dec 02, 2015 11:32 am

    In pain, but I'm quite content and very satisfied with how my contest turned out. *-* Still waking up, so I'm mildly sleepy, but I'm gewd. *happy dance*


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by Shizukesa on Fri Dec 04, 2015 12:21 am

    anticipating


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by JerriLeah7 on Sun Dec 06, 2015 11:55 am

    Tired
    In Pain
    Anxious
    Impatient


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by Shizukesa on Sun Dec 06, 2015 11:49 pm

    i dunno


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    Re: What is Your Mood Today?

    Post by dazzlina on Sat Dec 12, 2015 5:00 pm

    Content.

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