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What is Your Mood Today?
stitchedmoon- Rank : Dog Dad
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JerriLeah7- Little Master
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Headachy
Content
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pissed. i hate life. ppl suck. ppl should die.
JerriLeah7- Little Master
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Depressed
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OMG. I too came here to write 'depressed'. I guess I'm not alone...
JerriLeah7- Little Master
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FishyFish_RU wrote:OMG. I too came here to write 'depressed'. I guess I'm not alone...
*hug* We'll be buddies.
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*hug back*Leah7 wrote:
*hug* We'll be buddies.
And now I don't even... I visited a doctor today who said I have a dissociative disorder. OK, it's much better than epilepsy that they suspected before. But then I said: what about the blood circulation problems in my head, can I do something to prevent anything happen from it? And he said: what, you have no blood circulation issues. And I was like: what?! I've passed multiple checkups in my life that shows I did, even detailed once that shows from which hemisphere blood had trouble going down. And he was: ok, that was long ago and it wasn't true.
?!?!
I don't even know... how is it possible to be like this? Should I go to the head of the hospital and complain about this doctor basically refusing to help me and spewing nonsense? I should've done that at once, but I was soo shocked that I didnt know what to do... and now I'll have to wait till Monday.
People suck, people really really suck.
It's not what made me depressed, but it's just something else that proves that life is a piece of shit.
stitchedmoon- Rank : Dog Dad
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^ *hugs* God, I've had so much bullsh*t from doctors and health care professionals who have no clue what they're doing (or just don't care that they're doing their job badly, and idk which is worse?). That sucks. Hope you get things sorted out.
I've been pretty depressed for the last few days, too, like my default mood is apocalyptic nihilism with a dash of miscellaneous anxiety. I started crying out of nowhere yesterday because I missed my dog who passed in 2010. I feel like giving up everything except living in the present because it doesn't look like I'll have a future to work toward. Things just suck right now on a global scale and I don't know what to do about it. orz
I've been pretty depressed for the last few days, too, like my default mood is apocalyptic nihilism with a dash of miscellaneous anxiety. I started crying out of nowhere yesterday because I missed my dog who passed in 2010. I feel like giving up everything except living in the present because it doesn't look like I'll have a future to work toward. Things just suck right now on a global scale and I don't know what to do about it. orz
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I'm relaxed, but lonely.
*hugs to everyone*
*hugs to everyone*
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pissed.
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Super Depressed™
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^ *hug*
I'm miserable, but because of arthritis. Super hard to type. :/
I'm miserable, but because of arthritis. Super hard to type. :/
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^ *hugs*
I told my therapist today that it's super hard for me to identify my feelings most of the time. So I guess I'm feeling that.
I told my therapist today that it's super hard for me to identify my feelings most of the time. So I guess I'm feeling that.
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Tired
Lonely, but
Excited for this evening!
Lonely, but
Excited for this evening!
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Tired and kinda ... stuck, LOL.
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work sucks
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Content?
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sleepy
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Productive. I did laundry.
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woohoo clean smelling laundry for the win lol xd
I dunno ive been moody not 1 emotion stands out most of the day. I guess slightly irritated & tolerant.
I dunno ive been moody not 1 emotion stands out most of the day. I guess slightly irritated & tolerant.
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pissed
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I feel sooooo tired! I just worked out today too!
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Glad ibuprofen exists, and regretting that I didn't take it last night before (TMI)
- Spoiler:
- cramps kept me up for 2 friggin hours looool
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I wish stupid photobucket worked! I wish I had a million dollars! I guess.... bored today.
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Allergyful. *sniffs*