Welp, my husband's on vacation in Canada for a week, and I'm at my mom's house having mixed feelings about my childhood, so I guess I'm feeling kinda depresso. :S Trying to bust out of it by getting something done, but, idk. *builds a nest on the floor of my old bedroom and hibernates*
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What is Your Mood Today?
stitchedmoon- Rank : Dog Dad
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LadyTwi- Inquisitor Extraordinaire
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^ *hugs!*
I'm feeling tentatively optimistic.
I'm feeling tentatively optimistic.
Arylett Charnoa- Rank : Observational Relian
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Join date : 2014-08-25
Age : 32
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Sad and anxious . I've been stressed out about wasting time lately and getting things done. Also, I've been really self-conscious about my art and my physical appearance. I feel like I can't get my hair to look good because it's a curly mess I'm just so envious of pretty characters like Shion and KOS-MOS with their nice hair. Sure wish I could look like Shion.
Also, my art hasn't been coming out the way I want it to. It's very stressful and I'm just so picky. One moment, I hate something. Then I step away and look at it again. Like it. Then if I keep looking, I hate it again. Gah, me and my silly moods.
Also, my art hasn't been coming out the way I want it to. It's very stressful and I'm just so picky. One moment, I hate something. Then I step away and look at it again. Like it. Then if I keep looking, I hate it again. Gah, me and my silly moods.
stitchedmoon- Rank : Dog Dad
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Kind of depressed ... and angry ... deprangry ....
Arylett Charnoa- Rank : Observational Relian
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stitchedmoon"
:2sv1owde]Kind of depressed ... and angry ... deprangry ....
I'm sorry to hear that. It's really quite a horrible feeling when things just... aren't right. stitchedmoon"
:2sv1owde]Kind of depressed ... and angry ... deprangry ....
I myself, though, am feeling better from my depression. It usually doesn't last too long. Things are going along a little better. Still self-conscious about my appearance, but I'm making progress in my art, so I'm feeling better about that for the time being. I'm pretty enthusiastic right now, and full of energy. Also, more hours in my job! So that's nice. My boss is trying to work with me to get me as much hours as he can.
stitchedmoon- Rank : Dog Dad
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^ Glad you're doing better! :3
I'm sorta bleh. Or meh. Mbleh. ._.
I'm sorta bleh. Or meh. Mbleh. ._.
shinuzuki- Posts : 53
Join date : 2014-10-07
^ Feel better soon stitch! â
¥ (i know it's been 10 days, but.. xD)
The amount of hype I am right now. I'm also very hungry, so it feels weird.
¥ (i know it's been 10 days, but.. xD)The amount of hype I am right now. I'm also very hungry, so it feels weird.
Lunaris- Posts : 20
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I am feeling tired and want to go back to bed... Same as every day before I go to work! :3
stitchedmoon- Rank : Dog Dad
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Thanks, Shin! I am feel better today. :3
Yikari- Posts : 403
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Got myself some new RAM today. And it even seems to be working! I am seriously trying to remain cautiously optimistic, but that little giddy feeling inside me does not cooperate.
I may find myself kicking my legs in joy like a wee little laddie before the day is over. ^_^
I may find myself kicking my legs in joy like a wee little laddie before the day is over. ^_^
Arylett Charnoa- Rank : Observational Relian
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I'm sleepy. Kind of lazy. Don't really feel like doing very much right now, but I know I should be doing more... got that commission to finish up and a character form to do!
stitchedmoon- Rank : Dog Dad
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Annoyed and unproductive and annoyed at being unproductive.
Arylett Charnoa- Rank : Observational Relian
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My mood is rather anxious. An old friend has apparently returned and I'm a bit concerned about the balance issues again. I haven't had any super close friends except for my fiance for years, and I'm not very good at managing them. I think it'll be okay though.
Also concerned about my job giving me more hours. Good for more money, bad for me. More hours = more stress because I am VERY neurotic about time wasting and having enough time to do what I want to do. It's only three days at seven hours, but still, that's a lot for me. I kind of hope they cut them later. But if I can't handle it, at least I have the (albeit embarrassing and might piss off my boss) option of reducing down to six.
And I have a lot to do today because it's my last day off before it all begins! I have to finish a commission and very importantly, write in my journal so that my brain doesn't explode from emotions. Need to get back on that. Probably why this post is so detailed about my anxious mood.
Also concerned about my job giving me more hours. Good for more money, bad for me. More hours = more stress because I am VERY neurotic about time wasting and having enough time to do what I want to do. It's only three days at seven hours, but still, that's a lot for me. I kind of hope they cut them later. But if I can't handle it, at least I have the (albeit embarrassing and might piss off my boss) option of reducing down to six.
And I have a lot to do today because it's my last day off before it all begins! I have to finish a commission and very importantly, write in my journal so that my brain doesn't explode from emotions. Need to get back on that. Probably why this post is so detailed about my anxious mood.
katimus_prime- Administrator
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I am in this weird numb space where I'm angry about the small part of the Gamergate stuff that's passed by my nose. I dunno if it's my playing too much Disgaea, but now that since someone's supposedly died because of this bullshit, I care so much less about "
ethics"
right now.
ethics"
right now.
stitchedmoon- Rank : Dog Dad
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^ *hugs* Yeah, this. Rant spoiler'd for tl;
dr:
My mood is ACTUALLY EFFICS IN GABE JORNGBALISM.
dr:
- Spoiler:
- I'
ve been kind of weirdly immersed in it because I chain-followed a bunch of anti-GG accounts on twitter, so I'
ve seen a lot of the vileness by proxy. :F I could probably link you some articles that explain it more, but it'
s also probably better not to wade too deep into the gatorgate swamp of stupid if you can avoid it. Plus the whole "
ethics"
thing is basically just their excuse for harassing and intimidating women in game development and pretty much anyone else with an opinion, and their idea of justice (
i.e. using mob tactics to blackmail journalists and advertisers)
is way more shady and unethical than any of the "
corruption"
they'
re supposedly fighting.
It'
s just, like, I'
m at the point where I ain'
t even mad anymore. The only person I'
ve heard about getting killed was when a woman was murdered and the killer posted pictures on 4chan, and while I haven'
t heard that had any connection with GG, a lot of the women they ARE targeting have been getting death threats for months, having their families and professional lives targeted, and actually having to leave their homes and cancel public appearances, so the 4chan murder was waaaaay too close to home for some of them. Maybe it'
s just endemic to gross toxic internet tough guy culture as a whole, but speaking as someone who grew up playing video games and watching MY MOM kick ass at video games, having my formative life experiences crapped on by a bunch of angry neckbeards really grinds my gears.
I could probably barf about this all day but /rant. .m.
My mood is ACTUALLY EFFICS IN GABE JORNGBALISM.
katimus_prime- Administrator
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Man, I think I'm good at the distance I'm at. I kinda realize it's less the fault of ethics and more the fault of the jerks using it as a shield to try to make this shit look righteous. I'm just glad I haven't heard any horror stories from any of my coworkers yet. :/
stitchedmoon- Rank : Dog Dad
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^ This. :<
I kind of wish I didn't know as much about it as I did, but I got sucked into the twitter vortex and it's so horrible I can't look away. I'm really glad your co-workers have been able to steer clear of it too.
My mood right now is hopefully less randomly anxious/irritable than yesterday.
I kind of wish I didn't know as much about it as I did, but I got sucked into the twitter vortex and it's so horrible I can't look away. I'm really glad your co-workers have been able to steer clear of it too.
My mood right now is hopefully less randomly anxious/irritable than yesterday.
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Sore
Tired
Arthritic
Irritated
Tired
Arthritic
Irritated
stitchedmoon- Rank : Dog Dad
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Kind of anxious/depressed but mostly just annoyed with myself for not being good at things.
salut hurricane- Posts : 223
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You can do it stitched! Seriously you've got a lot of great skills and I really hope someday you have the confidence to run with it.
I'm anxious and depressed too. Lots of things to do and it's hard to focus.
I'm anxious and depressed too. Lots of things to do and it's hard to focus.
katimus_prime- Administrator
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I was in a manic spin yesterday because I got overexcited. That hasn't happened in quite a long time. I need to learn how to chill again.
stitchedmoon- Rank : Dog Dad
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Sick. :P
katimus_prime- Administrator
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Exhausted. >
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stitchedmoon- Rank : Dog Dad
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Frustrated and unmotivated at the same time, somehow.
katimus_prime- Administrator
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I think I'm too tired to have a mood? <
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