Well, my sister ditched us (my mom, dad and I) for the first time at New Year Eve for her friends. I know people can celebrate NYE with friends but we always spent it as a family thing, like Christmas... especially since the rest of our family kinda suck and we don't have friends (I used to have friends and even a BFF back in the days but now, it's like I cannot get attached anymore and people don't bother either to keep me close *there is only facebook to keep somewhat in touch*... my parents are worse in a way... I never EVER seen a friend, or should I say colleague, of their in our house *my mother used to be a social butterfly in her youth though, it's my father who was always more of a recluse*). It's her life and she's an adult now, but it hurts a bit (especially since she now got a job, and when she's not working, she's with her friends). I may be a bit jealous too... knowing I'm the big sister and a huge screw up.
Well, I hope I'll improve for the new year. I hope my therapy will pay off. I hope I will somewhat succeed professionally at the end of the road. I hope to feel and be stronger. Happier.
Good luck to us all and