What are you thinking?

^ WB Yikari! :3

"Darn broken air conditioner. Oh well, at least I have the downstairs music room to myself."

I really should work on getting things done. Oh well. Procrastinating doodling, here I come.

"I'm an idiot. Why do I even talk?"

"Like 50% of my google searches these days are 'can dog eat [name of food that dog is giving me puppy eyes for]' and I have learned so far that my in-laws' lab is crazy for sweet potatoes."

"Ditching a Pathfinder game in order to take a nap. What have I become?"

"... I'll never be that good.

... ... ... My therapist gave me affirmations to say but my brain keeps autocorrecting 'I am qualified, I am confident, etc.' to 'I am a worthless trash gremlin.' Stupid autocorrect."

"Why am I so afraid to apply? No, I know why. Silly me doesn't want to ditch my vacation plans, but shouldn't I be thinking of long term happiness anyway? Bah, decisions..."

"Aaaaand the job is no longer available. Damn my indecisiveness...."

"I have never heard of this TV show that they want me to watch until just now."

"I've had ENOUGH of mosquitoes !"

"I've put myself in the middle of this work drama. I don't want to be here anymore. I wish I knew what the hell I was doing with my life."

"I always get that mixed up.

... also why does my brother say 'you'd only be getting $12 an hour' like it's a bad thing? I'd eat dirt for $12 an hour, man."

stitchedmoon wrote:"I always get that mixed up.

... also why does my brother say 'you'd only be getting $12 an hour' like it's a bad thing?  I'd eat dirt for $12 an hour, man."

I'd consider going back to a call center for $12 an hour. Well...maybe. I've only had a job that earned $12 an hour once...for two weeks. XD

"That seemed to go well, but hopefully I'll get that other job instead of the promotion."

"Speaking of sleep schedules, how did mine get so hecked up that I can get a full night's sleep and still uncontrollably pass out for 2-3 hours in the middle of the day? I can't get sh*t done like this. orz "

"Yup, I can tell people hate me for getting this promotion. I feel so incompetent. Why did they think I was a good choice? I need to get out of here."

"I should practice drawing, but I also just wanna go to sleep. Or eat. But I should draw. Gah!"

"So, this shitty year of death has been messing with my anxiety so much that my body is paying the price again (last time my body broke like this was august/september 2015). High level of acidity, stomach problems, dry mouth, teeth issues (though my dentist said I had nothing too serious... but I was terrified for days still... and I'm still a bit worried my teeth are going to get weaker and weaker as time goes on, my elamel just isn't what it used to be... and it's almost all my depression and anxiety's fault... I guess the good thing is that my teeth are still relatively resistant to hot and cold food and drink)... which brings me pain and nausea (and I was shaking like a leaf at one point last night, taking a lexomil pill considerably calmed me down... this happened to me last year, though it was so much worse as my body felt so weak, I couldn't move from my bed and my family ended up calling the hospital as a result)."

"This is a joke."

"oh dang. This site is deadddddddd"

"I don't want to call my insurance."

I haven't been here in a while.

This music is amazing.

"I am not embracing my uncomfort zone."

"Things are finally calming down, but instead of being productive with my free time, I'm being lazy. I gotta change that."

"Getting really tired of not being able to function without a 2-3 hour nap in the middle of the day. Especially because there's absolutely no medical reason for me to be this tired. I've had blood tests and everything."